yoyoyo! i iz back on xanga. hahaha

its getting pretty cold here in tokyo, poopies. not much goin on these days. just going to class, golf lessons, watching dvds.

but all i can say is that I WANNA BE A SURFER GIRL! heehee

never again... my thoughts right now at 4am in tokyo

never never never again.... well hopefully january will roll along soon. december is just so depressing for me for some reason... cant believe its mid dec already. all the christmas shopping and decorations everywhere. feels so strange.. gonna be 2003 soon

2003? what da... time really flies when getting older i think. maybe too fast. goodness

feel like each day i dont get anything accomplished for some reason. the days go by too fast. that i cant do anything. cant fit anything in each day.

i wanna take art classes here... but dunno where or how... wonder if they have anything in english. or for foreigners... hmm... i feel so deprived lately

no art. no nothing...

havent done anything art related since graduation. goodness.. not good at all... i want to take some ceramic classes... or jewelry classes. i miss my j'm class... mad fun!!! hmm...havent even taken many photos here. poops only w/my dig cam

but that just aint da same ya knows? arghs feel so deprived and frustrated! and the weather isnt helping since i just wanna stay indoors or at home. yikes

aite will write later

never again... through the rain...

SNOW SNOW SNOW SNOW SNOW!!!

first snow in tokyo! wowzers... it was so cold today ne. brrrrrrrr my hands were frozen while walking outside! yikes and i even had gloves on

well my exams are over! yipieeeee time to party. kakaka glad thats over with. dunno about the results but oh wells.. at least its over with

now time to just have some fun. relax. and SLEEP but i wish the weather would get warmer a lil... its getting too cold here... feeling like providence weather. which I DO NOT ENJOY. hehehe i thought it wasnt supposed to snow in tokyo usually??!!!

whats goin on?

so pretty outside lately... with all the christmas/new years decorations and lights! very very nice... almost as cool as the decorations in the city. i miss christmas in new york... i think new york during christmas is so romantic. even tho its all yuckie with the snow and stuff... just the feeling in the air i dont get that feeling when im in korea or anywhere else. definately NOT providence. hehehehe

but i do miss providence... the little things about it. i actually miss driving in ghetto providence. and always parking in my illegal parking spot. kakaka stupid parking tix! BLAH

people seem to park anywhere here in tokyo. wonder if they get tix... havent really seen tix on people's cars yet...havent seen any police officers walking around giving people tix yet either... sigh i miss having a car!!! arghs having to walk all the time and take the subway.. it gets tiring after awhile. especially in the rain, cold windy weather. and why is taking the BUS freakin expensive? 200 yen dood.. more than the cheapest train tix goodness...

and even when i take the bus i barely get to sit down since everyone hoggs the seats, and you gotta give up your seat for the elderly... some of them arent even that old and they take advantage of it. poopies no fair... i should pretend to be a grandma too. jeesh

and i hate taking the train when its rush hour... arghs dont get near me or touch me! i'll punch you in the nose asshole! kakaka

ok... time to sleep now its like 3am here

through the rain...

so cold today and its raining!!! brrrrr.... gonna hide in my bed today. time to study like crazee... goodness

my neighbor is getting so loud lately! arghs so annoying. SHUT UP arghs

where can i develop my film?... like a nice place to develop film.. like ABAR.. eventho it was mad expensive. kakaka

me so sleepy... and i hate my freakin computer!!! arghs someone buy me a new one. hahaha

crap weather...poops feel so tired

actually im not even awake right now.. zzzzzzzz

through the rain...